Im with the best ive ever had
what a way to end the day. my whole day just turned around when she came over. plus it was great because she beat me in ping pong. so i dont know what to say... shes just all around good. Football is getting harder. and i have to step it up again because im going to have a lot required of me this week againts westfield playing fullback. but its gonna be great cause mere and her parents are coming. matt fox told me something. so i bet its bull but i guess ill ask you about it later mere. well im gonna go ahaed and finish my homework. and goodluck with the elections. i know youll win.

man what a horrible day. i swear there are so many annoying people these days. football suck cause they cut it short for the rest of the year and plus today was just not my day. i dunno. but to top it off my baby mere cant come over and we bought al this food and she said her parents already made spaghetti. well i just hope she comes over tomorrow. i really miss her. but i guess ive got to start this week over tomorrow and its gonna be great. later yall.

When will it ever stop
..."its not really working out." if i had a freakin dime for everytime thats been said, i swear i'd be rich.

Gettin Pumped!!
Theres not much to say today. Only the fact that that faggot Bowden didnt say a thing to me. Football went great. I love upsetting people when i prove them wrong. It just feels so good. Chavez and I are starting to get along. He's pretty cool. But for everything else, i know what to do now. God finally showed me what was wrong. And i sure as hell am gonna fix it. Spring game thursday at 5. show up anyone who can. later guys.

??????
Why is it that when someone is talking about something and saying its cool and everything, and when i ask about what its always oh nothing or nevermind. I dont get it, and plus it gets frustrating. so tell me what anyone else thinks.

Butterfingers
Well crap I would have to say that today went right through my hands. I messed it up, but everything I did made it the way it was. It started out pretty great, although I was freakin tired from yesterday. So i go to first and second period, which i mainly blew off due to my anticipation of going to the hospital third period. We were off and so was this great day. As usuall Bowden the faggot is going also but i try to igore the fact that he is with us. It all went good getting my pictures and getting my second PPD shot. THe only bad thing was Matt Massey was being pretty annoying and gay but i didnt give a damn. Well, while sitting down i was listening and talking with some of my friends and Bowden sits next to me. Well the girls that he is talking to are talking about all this stuff so i start listening to them. Knowing Bowden he always has to say shit to me and he talks some crap and tell me to turn around and some other gay stuff. Well i ignore him and crack some jokes with my friends. THe bus ride home was pretty bad. The bus was so packed it was three or more to seats.
ANd I, of all people, have to sit in a four person seat. So i have to sit on this girl and man she needs to just stop flirting with me. I wanted to just throw her out the window, but shes cool though. Just anoyying and nasty. Well Guess who has to say some more crap. You guessed it. SO he thinks he'll be cool and say more crap to me. Well im getting pretty pissed although i havent said anything. I told Cooley that i was gonna knock Bowden out. Well we get back right before D lunch. I am doing fine. THat it until J. Want decides to come and tell me i wasnt supposed to play any at all thursday. He told me some more stuff and i was like WTF. I didnt take it worth a grain of salt. SO i just talked to my friends and started eating. Isnt it funny that the same parasites will keep coming back for more irritation. He just sits down, grabs my food and says im just gonna eat a little bit. Damn that fat ass. I tried to get it back before i lost my temper and he has to push me and eat it. Being it anyone else, i wouldnt have gotten that pissed, but i revved back and punched him in the face. He was right next to me so i knew it wasnt that good of a hit but it still swelled up his eye and turned just a little purple. For the rest of the day that was it. No more of his fat-ass, funny-wanna-be, gay comments. Soon enough it was football practice, and man i had no energy at all. I was almost dead. In addition to that it was so freakin hott. I drank plenty of water and practice ended early. Everything that happened at home, well, that is a whole other story. Prolonging many hours of explaining. But the bast part of my day is expecting the conversation with Mere. man she makes it all fade like the memory of my last play on the field after a hard fought battle while on defense. Off to homework and Bible.

Another one gone by
Man this weekend should have been longer. But im not complaining. It was pretty tight. Friday i was gonna just work on my homework, and come to find out Mere is going to some play. So i was like 'well ive got to go to it anyway so why not go and see her.' Well the play was pretty good, and Meredith was cool as usuall. That was it for friday. Yesterday was pretty much a waste of a day. All i did was sit and see who was home. I was supposed to go play paintball but i had no ride and when i called John to chill, we couldnt do anything. So i just watched Cradle to the Grave. it was pretty good. I am pretty tired from today. I enjoyed it. Being with Mere all day was pretty awsome. Considering the fact that all we did was watch these dances and went in this cathedral, it was still fun. I would have rather been here but just being with her gives me this really wicked good feeling. Well i asked her out today. It was kinda last minute but i did it. Time to finish homework and go to bed early.

A New End
well this is pretty cool. ill get the hang of it someday. well meredith is the best. everyone needs to come and watch me play football on thursdays. next week is at spring. well i have plans for tomorrow and its gonna be awsome. later yall.